Full circle round

I was asked to hang my work and give an art talk at an office I worked at 11 years ago Artist Tea Talk Flyer_Updatedthis week. It also happens to be my sons 10th birthday. The interesting part about all of this is that it all coincides.

11 years ago I was working a temp job at New York Life Insurance while selling off everything I owned. I was preparing for a life as a nomad. I had won an artist grant and fellowship to work in India with the kerosene brides doing art from a therapeutic aspect. I had just come from Europe after a year of artist residencies. Kansas City was a temporary stop.

Then, the unimaginable happened. I got pregnant (on birth control). Needless to say, it wasn’t in the plan. I had sold everything I owned, was working a temp job, and didn’t even have a lease on a place. I was in the perfect position to live out of a suitcase galavanting around the world; not to be a new mom.

I shed so many tears over my predicament that my boss told me with relief once I confided in her, “Thank God, I thought you had a terminal disease from all the tears”. Let’s cut through all the sweat and tears and determination and hard work, and fast forward to 11 years later.

unnamed-1My amazing son has traveled 10 countries with me, many for art related travels. He has been raised in an art studio and as a result is super social. I get a phone call from a company I was once a temp for, asking me to hang my paintings and speak about my work. If you had told me 11 years ago as I sat at my desk hyperventilating and crying that in 11 years I would be hanging on the walls as an artist and speaking about my work, I would have never believed you.

This really has come full circle round. It’s been a super reflective week for me, and I am so grateful for everything single moment of the past 11 years. I was pushed past what I ever thought capable, was given the gift of motherhood, and was still able to make my dreams a reality. It reminds me of that saying “Just when the caterpillar thought the world was going to end, it became a butterfly”


About Anastacia Drake - Fine Artist

I am from Kansas and I have traveled all over the world. I am an artist, and I have a business brain. I love skirts and tennis shoes. I like to get dirty and ride motorcycles. I am sensitive and I can be mean. I love nature, and believe in protecting it. I love to laugh, and feel better after a good cry. I can be stubborn and impatient. I am constantly growing. I am open and free. I look to be inspired and love to inspire. I play guitar and secretly want to play drums. I have a puppy that brings me great joy. I love hugs, cuddling, holding hands...and wrestling. I love the mountains and the beach. I have to make a pilgrimage to the ocean at least twice a year to balance myself. I believe in balance in all things. Traveling is a passion, and meeting interesting people from all over the world is the perk! I have small town values, and big city dreams. I love beer, hate wine. I believe that what you put out comes back. I believe and live by the belief of treating others like you want to be treated. I enjoy stimulating conversation, and a good sense of humor. Caffeine is my drug of choice, and coffee over chess or good conversation is my luxury. I am strong but sometimes feel small. I strive to be my authentic me.
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1 Response to Full circle round

  1. Alan Barnes says:

    Nicely done, Anastacia!

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